… iTz My LiFe …

Baby, set me free from this misery
I can’t take it no more
Since you ran away nothing’s been the same
Don’t know what I’m living for

Here I am so alone
And there’s nothing in this world I can do

Until you’re back here baby
Miss you, want you, need you so
Until you’re back here baby, yeah
There’s a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can’t let you go

So I told you lies, even made you cry
Baby, I was so wrong
Girl, I promise you now my love is true
This is where my heart belongs

‘Cause here I am so alone
And there’s nothing in this world I can do

Until you’re back here baby
Miss you, want you, need you so
Until you’re back here baby, yeah
There’s a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can’t let you go

And I wonder
Are you thinking of me?
‘Cause I’m thinking of you
And I wonder
Are you ever coming back in my life?

‘Cause here I am so alone
And there’s nothing in this world I can do

Until you’re back here baby
Miss you, want you, need you so
Until you’re back here baby, yeah
There’s a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can’t let you go

You look in my eyes and I get emotional inside,
I know it’s crazy but you can still touch my heart,
And after all this time you’d think that I wouldn’t feel the same,
But time melts into nothing, and nothing has changed.

I still believe someday you and me will find ourselves in love again,
I have a dream someday you and me will find ourselves in love again.

Each day of my life I’m filled with all the joy I could find,
You know that I, I’m not the desperate type,
If there’s one spark of hope left in my grasp,
I’ll hold it with both hands,
It’s worth the risk of burning to have a second chance.

I need you, baby
I still believe that we can be together.

If we believe that true love,
Never has to end,
Then we must know that we will love again…

I’m thinking of you in my sleepless solitude tonight
If it’s wrong to love you than my heart just won’t let me be right
Cause I’m drowned in you and I won’t pull through without you by my side.

I’d give my all to have just one more night with you
I’d risk my life to feel your bofy next to mine
Cause I can’t go on living in the memory of our song
I’d give my all for your love tonight

Baby, can you feel me imagining I’m looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly, vividly emblazoned in my mind
And I felt so far, like a distant star I’m wishing on tonight…

I’ve been living with a shadow overhead,
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I’ve been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can’t seem to move on!

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I’ve been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can’t make it through without a way back into love.

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I’ve been searching but i just don’t see the signs,
I know that it’s out there,
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I’m open to your suggestions.

All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can’t make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end!

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can’t make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end!

I’m looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I’m looking for someone who won’t pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

And I’m looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows the way
The way I like to have my way
And I’m looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
I’m thinking you’re the one that I’ve been waiting for

Is it you? Is it you?
Maybe you’re the one I’ve been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

I’m looking for someone to share my pain
Someone who I can run to, who will stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with through the night
Someone who I can trust who’s heart is right
And I’m looking for someone

Someone who won’t take for granted
How much I care
And appreciates that I’m there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn’t afraid of love to share

I’m not the type to get my heart broken
I’m not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don’t get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn’t mean a thing

My mind is gone, i’m spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i’ll drown
I’m losing grip, what’s happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i’m, in this condition
And i’ve, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it’s hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it’s no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i’m sad to see us apart
I didn’t give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

How did I get here with you, i’ll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I’m broken hearted, I can’t let you know
And I won’t let it show
You won’t see me cry

All my life…

Hey gal, is he everything u wanted in a man?
U noe I gave u the world
U had me in the palm of ur hand
So y ur luv went away
I juz can’t seem 2 understand
Tot it was me n u, Babe
Me n u until the end
Bt I guess I was wrong

Dun want 2 tink abt it
Dun want 2 talk abt it
I’m juz so sick abt it
Can’t believe it’s ending tis way
Juz so confused abt it
Feelin’ the blues abt it
I juz can’t do without ya
Can u tell me is this fair?

Is tis the way it’s really goin’ down?
Is tis hw we say goodbye?
Shud’ve known better when u came around
Tht u were gonna make me cry
It’z breaking my heart 2 watch u run arnd
‘Coz I noe tht u’re living a lie
Tht’s ok, Baby. Coz in time u will find…

Wat goes arnd, goes arnd, goes arnd
Comes all the way back arnd

Nw girl, I remember everytin’ tht u claimed
U said tht u were moving on nw
N maybe I shud do the same
Funny ting abt tht is
I was ready 2 give u my name
Tot it was me n u, Babe
N nw, it’z all juz a shame
N I guez I was wrong

Let me paint tis picture 4 u, Baby

U spend ur nitez alone
N he nv comes home
N every time u call him
All u get a bz tone
I heard u found out
Tht he’s doin’ 2 u
Wht u did 2 me
Ain’t tht the way it goes

When u cheated gal
My heart bleeded gal
So it goes without saying tht u left me feeling hurt
Juz a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Gal u gt wht u deserved

N nw u want somebody
To cure the lonely nitez

U wish u had sumbody
Tht cud come n make it rite

Bt gal I ain’t sumbody wif a lot of sympathy
U’ll see…..

I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
‘Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me
I’ve been alone all along

Been scared and lonely
I’ve asked myself is something wrong with you
My girlfriend told me
I need some time alone to deal with issues

But something makes me carry on
It’s difficult to understand
Why I always wanna fly

I do it for the drugs
I do it just to feel alive
I do it for the love
That I get from the bottom of a bottle

You always call me
And ask me how I make it through the day
I’m always fallin’
I guess it’s just God’s way of making me pay

But something makes me carry on
It’s difficult to understand, why I always wanna fly

When I,
I wonder why I try
And I,
I wonder why I bother
And I,
I wonder why I cry
Why I,
I go through all this trouble

Tell me…
What you’re thinking about
When you got me waitng patiently
And usually, I don’t have to wait for nobody
But there’s something about you
That really got me feeling weak
And I’m trying to find the words to speak

Boy,
I got my eyes on you
Tell me what you wanna do
I can picture you in my room until the morning
I don’t even know your name

Boy,
I need to know your name
I’m hoping that you feel the same
Tell me if you want it

I know you’re gonna like it
So tell me how you want it
And you don’t have to fight it
Cause baby you’re invited

Tell me…
What you’re thinking about
When your hands is all on me
Cause I’ve been thinking about
All the possibilities
Ain’t no other place that I really wanna be
Cause you’re sweepin’ me off my feet

I got a selection of the positions of affection
With no pressure
So tell me
Tell me how you want it…

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If u think I’m like her in the beginning, u totally DEAD wrong. Who do u think i am all this while, huh?